hi all , it has been 4 months since i last blogged...
well nth much to sae...finshed my 2 courses in IMOS and now im posted to changi naval base till i ord...sigh...sigh got 14months to go...

i tout you will be the one whom i will grow old with...sharing everything between us..
remember what i told u b4??? that


Love is giving ,acknowledging and caring! Respect each other's decision..Be selfless and self-centered NOT. Pride is nothing but ego which causes alot of quarrels between us.Try to understand our other half and think for them...

i used to think that couple drifting apart will not happen between us...but well...this myth havent been busted yet...haa..cause it happened to mi..sigh..what can i do to make things better?
i guess as girls grow up , they will tend to change...be it good or bad. i'm not gonna care, i reckoned that i have done my part but why ain't us working ?at mani times im realli tired of keeping everything by myself , ain't no one to share the agony with...bottling everything within myself...reasoned with you upteen times but thy just dun care much...im human too, i have feelings and thoughts...i am not stupid...dun treat mi like an idiot...i feels like giving up...to give myself some air to breath...whats ego , pride ? can it be eaten ? why cant u be more flexible and not so stuborn...i have noticed the change in you , so has my mum... well...sometimes its better to leave than having someone who treats u like shit and dun treasure you...i dun feel loved neither do i feel pampered... i dun feel good in the stage we are in now...

ann YEAH...there is nothing such as true love ... cause u have tarnished it awae...
i wanna be mr nice guy no more...fuck it all...i shallnt give it a shit animore hell yeah...