Counting down 5 more days to my friend's wedding.
Counting down 21 more days to my enlistment day.
Counting down 690 more days to my ord day.

hasn't been feeling realli well these pasted few days.
eye swollened and hurts.
went to see doctor this morning .
was told that my right eye was infected and i gotta do a excision on the infected part....doctor first inject anesthetic into my eyeball then use a blade to cut thru my fresh...loll..was awake when the excision was done then i saw my mummy expression...kept eee here and there....but lucki...now i dun have to attend my fren's wedding with an swollen eye...

so as the clock ticks .... getting nearer and nearer to my enlistment day...
feeling excited , sian and gan chiong at the same time...
mani people asked whether im scared that my gf would leave mi like most of my
frens' ' ex gf ' did...of cos i dun wish that to happen but well this is something
which i cant control...if they wish to leave telling mi they have feelings for some other guy...i would gladly back off...realli...cos i strongli believe if a Girl had a changed of heart ... no matter what u do or say....NOTHING gonna change the situation...

traditional guy with a traditional thinking...
un that good ? or is it bad ?
issit true that when people got into a r/s , that person
would sort of become more chui , fatter , uglier
i dun wish to become like tt...