often after tiff with gf will caused me to be indifferent....
farking hell i just feel so stressed now....
deadlines , exams , reports , presentations are all coming at once....its like each time i felt the stress amassing within mi...you would come and create a hell din out of nothing...cant you be a little bit more understanding? i cant take animore pressure ! and each time i had a tiff with you , you made mi so uncommunicative,uncompanionable,unconcerned,uncurious,undemonstrative,
unforthcoming and uninterested about everything... sometimes i just wish i werent born ... i just need time to be alone , quietly by myself doing the stuff which no one will care.... i realli need time by myself... so mani things on hand i still haven do... sometimes i felt that being with you made mi pessimistic ....i used to be carefree , happie-go-lucky chap , one who laughs over the slighest thing ,one who talk lotsa crap and rubbish...but what now? i felt so withdrawn from everything , my family , friends , teamates ...its like im not the old fo'en ! i just want everyone to leave mi alone...im not like this ...cant you see my mood have been brought down tremendously... often now and then i felt so breathless , so moody , so vexed ... i dunoe what had i become to...i'm not me...i dun feel mi...everything is just building up within mi... please stop adding salt to the wound ....